MIA
Things have been interesting this last month that I haven't been around. I am a shmuck and I feel terrible for not keeping up with everyone and I really don't have a good excuse. I guess you could just call it lack of motivation. Things have been busy but not super busy, I just can't always find the motivation in myself to get my ass up and going. Jeremy is doing wonderfully, he was just hired at a radio station to do various jobs and such. He wants to do audio production for a living so this is a great start. They hired him right after the interview and he starts next week. It's bittersweet for me. I am so happy for him and thrilled for him to be doing what he wants to. It's a bit scary, we have such a limited amount of time together right now I can't imagine once he transfers to the Art Institute of Atlanta and still works full time at Best Buy and then adds on working at the radio station. It's like I said, very bittersweet. I have a feeling that the one day we have that is just for us will be gone, and the rare times I see him during the week will totally disappear. I trust him to make time for me, but once a week is hardly enough. I know I come before the job but how could I ever expect him to sacrifice the job he wants to spend time with me...I can't, and I won't. I will stand behind him the whole way, I guess it's just time I learned how to really put his needs before mine and to sacrifice a little.
posted by Rachwell @ 8:33 AM
6 Comments:
ohhh..things will get better...yay for not being MIA anymore!!
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well I was wondering where you went off too... I'm glad you came back for a bit and I'm glad that things are going well for you! ;-)
Ok, Darling. It sounds like you and I need to have a sweatpants download and talk all this stuff out.
I love you, please don't worry!!
Its ok everyone has those. I take a good amount of breaks. I have them all the time.
Hey girl! It's good to see you around again. :) It's okay to go MIA once in a while. It sounds like things have been busy for both you and Jeremy. Congrats to him on the new job! I'm sure you both will work it out so that you have time for each other. :)
yeah!! she really is alive!!! yipee!!
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